I Thought Seeking God Meant Trying Harder
Jan 7, 2026 • Esther Schilling
For a long time, I thought seeking God meant trying harder—reading more, praying more, and doing everything right. But when fear and uncertainty forced me to slow down, I realized something had been missing.
In this video, I share a personal reflection on learning how to truly seek God—not just in hard seasons, but in everyday life. From fear and striving to stillness and trust, this is what Jesus showed me about listening, patience, and relationship over performance.
If you’ve ever felt distant from God, stuck spiritually, or unsure how to hear His voice, I hope this encourages you.
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